AmitVele's Blog

I sometimes really feel What the hell is this world about ? What the hell I am? In kinder garden there was a big question..a question inside a question “ Who am I?” Well who am I ?  what is this joy about ? What is this pain? What is this thing? Is this illusion then what the heck is this illusion !! ? Surely a scientist would describe what it is with a rational approach or a priest with a godly approach? But what is godly approach? But what is god ? Who made him? If there s something else that made him what else made made him and who made him? Where universe ends whats there ? How can anything exist without a start ? What will happen if nothing existed ? only nothing ? Can you imagine anything without anything? Where will you go after you die and where were you before you were born ? Certainly there are some beliefs of rebirth and travel from one dimension to another but certainly no one is having a hundred percent  faith in these because certainly not everything is solved.. still

          Sipping tea in college canteen with beloved friends and fireworking joke that would crack a smile on their face… this can be one of the best moment one can spend during college days not until someone calls you and shouts from the other side “ RESULTS ARE OUT!!”                      The moment takes a twist and its takes no time to pull you back into pool of tension…                       All six of us blasted from our sits and sprinted to the top floor of our college where our result was on!!                      With heavy pumping of my breath I pondered over my result on notice board..Everyone had a falling face.. Result wasn’t that good.. I was highly disappointed to see my steady percentage.. 57 !!! They never changed right from my first year.. I had hoped for a better score..                         I settled down and isolated myself from the crowd because the marks needled me again…I was losing my ever smiling face..                         Few minutes passed as I ga